With You ...!

each day in with you,
another piece of me breaks away.
leaving but another
open sore.
  every time i see you,
i look away only to
keep my tears down.
i still love you.
i love you to the point
to where it hurts like hell.
you didnt hurt me
but love me.
love me as i loved you.
accept me as i accepted you.
and see me as i saw you.
but you did hurt me.
and i let it happen.
i let you run me over,
i let you have your ways.
i let you touch me,
i let you in.
i trusted you.
i loved you.
i wanted you mine.
but you were never
really mine.
you never will be.
you're not mine to hold,
you're not mine to keep,
not mine to love.
you are hers.
you love her and i love you.
and why cant you see that?
she doesn't love you
like i do.
everyday i ask myself
why i let you do those
things to me.
why i let you
run me over.
but i never come up
with any answer but:
''it was because i loved you,
and i didn't care.''
and its true i didn't care.
i knew you weren't and never would be mine.
but i liked to think
that you were.
i didn't care
because i loved you so much.
and i didn't care
what happened.
but i didn't expect to get hurt,
nor run over.

I'll Always With You !

Your Love